I can not sleep I can not dream tonight

Blink 182's "I miss you again". I don't know why I'm using lyrics from this, but I'm listening to it and singing along so why not? Actually, I'm doing pretty well. My life is well on track to be decent. I finally got my student card through and so have an overdraft to use to pay for my accommodation now which is excellent. I've just been paid £30 for a photoshoot I did months ago and if I get this other photoshoot work done I'll be getting another £30. I got my first brief for the article writing job I got and so hopefully will be making £10 from that and hopefully this week I will hear from Ritzys nightclub with (hopefully) the good news that I got the job. I really hope so because that will be £40 a week! The only bad news I have is that Luke moves out of his house in 3-4 days and so I won't be living in the same city as my boyfriend again. He's going to live back home as it will be free for him to live there and he will be getting a summer job and also will be getting a job at his old high school for £8000 a year. We might have the deposit for a house by this time next year! We're both going to save up a load so it should be good.

Anyway, last night was possibly one of the best nights of my life. Originally I'd only invited one friend, a girl called Laurel, to my place for cheap pre-drinks before we went to Sugarcubes nightclub together. The number, however, swelled quite dramatically until, including me, there was 9 people drinking in my living room! (One of whom was my flatmate Josh who didn't come to the club with us but was content to join us for pre-drinks) it was a really amazing night with plenty of alcohol, good friends, good music playing in the background (Massive Attack, Mezzanine) and then a great night at our favourite nightclub. Just thinking of last night, in a room full of my greatest friends all laughing and smiling and drinking together because of me puts a massive smile on my face... Helped by the fact last night cost me less than £15!

Oh, by the way. I've got myself a new hobby! When I'm on the internet, I'll often watch japanese cartoons on websites I know. Anyway, I like this one "anime" so much I started tracing pictures of the characters off my laptop screen and turning them into my own character that I made up. Then one day when I got stuck for inspiration I thought, "why don't I do a trace of myself from a photograph?" so I found a photograph I took of myself when I was 15... I think. Well, I think you can see the result yourself!



I'm considering making a comic book story and using my friends to make the comic book, simply because I think the style suits the typical Marvel Comics style. It'll be so fun to change my friends into superheroes!!